Saturday, 21 September 2013

Conflict of love

About two days ago I was randomly scrolling to people on omegle as you when i happened to come across a very special girl, in a heart beat i knew that i should talk to her and as soon as i did i knew that she was special. Lets refer to her as kitty. The more i found out about kitty the more i knew she was perfect (for me  at least),until the conversation about her boyfriend came up which obviously i didn't enjoy but mostly endured. I do plan on meeting kitty in January when i visit her in England but the topic still remains about her boyfriend which i do not want to get in the way of even though she has told me time and again that she doesn't feel the same way about him anymore. Regardless of this i wouldn't be physically capable of starting a relationship with her unless he is out of the picture which i hope will happen cause even though i have only known her for 4 days we know how compatible we for each other we like all the same things and feel the same way about most things and i know that i can see a very healthy and stable relationship with her but unfortunately the boyfriend is still there for the time being and that is the main problem other than the fact that we live in different countries but that can be fixed easily. She got out of a skype call with him to come and talk to me which i really appreciated but deep down i still felt like an asshole because i couldn't help but feel like i am getting in the way of a relationship which i know i hate and despise doing but the feeling i get when i am talking to her and the way she makes me feel is a feeling which i have never experienced in my entire life.

Yours truly
Mr. Dm